Please do not think that because there are no words written lately, that life has slowed or that I do not remain thought-filled and awestruck. As you can imagine, things are nuts at this time of the year. Goodbyes, "last this" and "last that" and emotions go beyond words. I walk the halls at work, as if in a dream sometimes, my mind racing and my emotions so close to the surface - so close that they can be summoned at the least little memory or thought. But in the end - it is all good and tells me how deeply I am in love and in touch (although in a crazy way).
I thought that my weekend would be filled with work for upcoming work events but things are not ready for me to do the work needed so I find myself with a "free" Saturday.
In "Fight Club", my favorite movie, the film rails against the corporate world and jokes about living on "Planet Starbucks". For me, Starbucks has been this yuppie symbol that I have too tightly embraced. It was at Starbucks that I initially and faithfully read "The Irresistible Revolution" and wept while reading about the poor and dredging up old community memories. It was at Starbucks that I met friends to discern what in the world I was going to do with my life. And it was at Starbucks early this morning that I sat and read Merton and Nouwen's words about solitude, compassion and zen. God uses everything. God blurs the lines between the secular and the sacred. God uses, even my caffeine addiction and support of huge corporations to teach me. Crazy how God is. (BTW - Don't see "Fight Club" on my recommendation. Chance are you'll be offended and see too much about my warped personality!)
So I have been thinking about the search for God. I focus my gaze beyond and across the continents. I search for God in the disguise of the poor and the humble. I search for God in bread and wine. I look to the wise ones who have gone before us and have taken their words as mine. I look to the flower petals and the fingerprints and solar system and morning breeze. I looked to quantum physics and heart beats. I find awe in bird nest and starlight. As I venture to the other side of the earth, I am convince that God is not to be found there any more than God is to be found so close to me that I cannot see God - only know God's presence in you, in me. I need to wake up. When I stop looking - - God disappears.
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OLD TOWN
Assisi 2006
A Leap
The spiritual journey is one of continually falling on your face, getting up, brushing yourself off, looking sheepishly at God, and taking another step.
THE MASAI WOMEN EMPOWERMENT PROJECT
For more information on the Masai Project in Athi River, please visit the following site:
www.mwep.blogspot.com
To donate: please see below.
www.mwep.blogspot.com
To donate: please see below.
DONATE
WANT TO DONATE?
If you would like to donate to my journey and my projects in Kenya, checks may be sent to :
Immaculate Heart of Mary Parish
MISSION FUND
5876 Veterans Way
Burlington KY 41005
Make sure it is marked clearly for Ed Colina's Mission work.
If you would like to donate to my journey and my projects in Kenya, checks may be sent to :
Immaculate Heart of Mary Parish
MISSION FUND
5876 Veterans Way
Burlington KY 41005
Make sure it is marked clearly for Ed Colina's Mission work.
LOOK AT SOME PICS OF THE VILLAGE - Some other good VILLAGE BLOGS
UPDATE PICS ON FLICKR
ALSO - CHECK OUT MICHAEL'S AFRICAN BLOG
Jennifers Blog from Kenya - More Village Info
Both have info and pictures from the Nyumbani Village
ALSO - CHECK OUT MICHAEL'S AFRICAN BLOG
Jennifers Blog from Kenya - More Village Info
Both have info and pictures from the Nyumbani Village
CONTACTING E.M.C.
COOL SITE
The best way to contact me beginning in September is via email. I'll get it when I can. I am not sure how often I will be able to get into Nairobi from the Village - whether monthly or less frequently. ecolina@aol.com Pics should be posted here.
Donations can be made via the school. 859 689-4303 They will be forwarded to me by my daughter. It is all appreciated and will be well-used!
Packages to Kenya are discouraged because of the customs costs upon arrival. Snail mail can be sent to the address listed here and I'll get mail when in Nairobi. Email is probably best.
Beginning August 14th my U.S. cell phone is no longer in operation.
The best way to contact me beginning in September is via email. I'll get it when I can. I am not sure how often I will be able to get into Nairobi from the Village - whether monthly or less frequently. ecolina@aol.com Pics should be posted here.
Donations can be made via the school. 859 689-4303 They will be forwarded to me by my daughter. It is all appreciated and will be well-used!
Packages to Kenya are discouraged because of the customs costs upon arrival. Snail mail can be sent to the address listed here and I'll get mail when in Nairobi. Email is probably best.
Beginning August 14th my U.S. cell phone is no longer in operation.
Family Celebration
By Mahatma Gandhi
Recall the face of the poorest peson you have seen and ask yourself if the next step you take is going to be of any use to that person.
"Feed the Children" Video Clips
There are a couple of interesting Kibera Slums video clips from Feed the Children Organization. I have no association with the organization but was interested in the clips. CLIPS HERE
Some Background on Kibera Slum
The slum originated in 1920 as a Nubian soldiers' settlement. The British colonial government of the time allowed them to squat on a hillside outside Nairobi, primarily because the British felt the Nubian population could be trusted during the Kikuyu-dominated Mau Mau movement of the 1950s.
After Kenyan independence in 1963, however, various forms of housing were made illegal by the government, rendering Kibera unauthorised on the basis of land tenure. Essentially, since the early 1970s landlords have rented out their property to a significantly greater number of tenants than legality permits. Since the tenants, who are extremely poor, are unable to obtain or rent land that is "legal" according to the Kenyan government, the slum-dwellers find the rates offered to be comparatively affordable. The number of residents in Kibera has increased accordingly despite its unauthorised nature.
This process has been exacerbated because, over time, other tribes have moved into the area to rent land from the Nubian landlords. Since then, the Kikuyu have come to predominate the population and by 1974 had effectively gained control over administrative positions. This demographic change subsequently determined which of the dwellings, all of which are technically illegal, are demolished or permitted by the government. This occurs primarily through political patronage, as certain owners are protected by local government officers largely based on their Kikuyu ethnicity, and changes in administrative personnel may have drastic impacts on a landlord's security.
Kibera has residents coming from all the major ethnic backgrounds with some areas being specifically dominated by one tribe (eg. Kisumu Ndogo that is predominantly Luo). Many are coming from rural areas due to the problems of rural underdevelopment. This multi-ethnic nature coupled with the tribalism of Kenyan politics has led Kibera to be the site of small ethnic conflicts throughout its near 100 year history (most recently in 2002 in which many resident's homes were attacked by arson).
Kibera is located southwest of Nairobi city centre and is the same size as Manhattan's Central Park (approximately 2.5 square kilometres (600 acres)). Nairobi Dam is to the south. It is sited approximately 5 km south east of the city centre of Nairobi. It holds more than a quarter of Nairobi's population. The estimated population density is 300,000/km². There are a number of villages, including Kianda, Soweto, Gatwekera, Kisumu Ndogo, Lindi, Laini Saba, Siranga/Undugu, Makina and Mashimoni.
A railway line passes through Kibera, thus passengers heading for Kisumu can view the slum. Kibera has a railway station, but due to absence of effective commuter train system in Nairobi, most Kibera residents use buses and Matatus to reach city centre. However, riding the Matatus proves to be considerably dangerous, due to the occasional carjacking that goes on in Nairobi especially in the evenings and at the end of the month. Irresponsible driving in the area and poor traffic law enforcement also makes travel perilous.
Kibera is heavily polluted by soot, dust, and other wastes. Open sewage routes, in addition to the common use of Flying toilets, also contribute to contamination of the slum with human and animal faeces. The combination of poor nutrition and lack of sanitation accounts for many illnesses. Not only are death by disease and conflict common inside this slum, but it is estimated that 1/5 of the 2.2 million Kenyans living with HIV live in Kibera.
Winnie - 2 Years Old
NYUMBANI INFORMATION
Kibera Podcast - Mature Viewing
Radio Interview with Fr. D'Agostino
KIMANZI AND A GRANDFATHER
AIDS in Africa
Presently there are 40 million people infected with HIV/AIDS globally, with more being infected every day. HIV/AIDS is 100% lethal if left untreated. The UN estimates that 68 million people will die in sub-Saharan Africa because of AIDS in the next twenty years.
That is:1.7 times more than the 40 million deaths in World War II, the most destructive war in human history.
5 times more than the 13 million deaths in the previous two decades of the AIDS epidemic.
307 times more than the 221,000 deaths in the Asian tsunami disaster of 2004.
Other Statistics:In 1990 there were 7 million people infected with HIV/AIDS in sub-Saharan Africa.
In 2000 there were 25.3 million infected.96 percent of HIV infected persons live in developing nations where drug therapies are largely unaffordable.
Presently there are approximately 15 million children orphaned by AIDS in sub-Saharan Africa. That number is expected to grow to 40 million in the next two decades.
3 million people died of AIDS in 2000. 12.1 million children were orphaned.
Every 5 minutes 3 people die of HIV/AIDS. That is over 850 deaths every day or 315,000 a year. With each death, at least one more orphan is usually left.
Every minute 10 people are infected with HIV/AIDS, which equates to 600 new infections an hour, 15,000 a day.
Friends
EMC in ASSISI
Enquirer Article
I agreed to talk to the Enquirer in hopes that it might more widely advertise our search for a new principal. I appreciate the article but am embarrassed. Now it's official - I have to do something! Here it is.
Fun . . .
"Pulling out the chair beneath your mind And watching you fall upon God - There is nothing else for Hafiz to do that is any fun in this world!"-Shamsud-din Mohammed Hafiz Muslim Mystic (1320-89)
Ash Barker - Make Poverty Personal
"The idols of this age say you can buy meaning in life in a department store, while the real God weeps that creation has swallowed such delusions whole without chewing and longs for us to love our neighbour in need. The starving millions have no voice against the shrieks of temporal happiness those pursuing such items risk all for. Authentic loving of God and neighbour then is still the great need of the hour ."
Henri Nouwen
"People who pray stand receptive before the world. They no longer grab but caress, they no longer bite but kiss, they no longer examine but admire."
Merton Gets It Right
"My first human act is the recognition of how much I owe everybody else."
My 3 Loves
At ND Game
Zermatt Summer 2006
I am this grateful!
For Times Like These
Ed and Chris
New Year's Eve Prayer
God of the seasons, Lover of the ages, Master of every moment: You who are beyond time yet within all time. We return to you what you have given to us — the moments, the minutes, the hours, the days, the weeks, the months, and the year of 2006. Time has been gracious to us again, and we thank you for freely giving us these human bodies, these events, and these relationships. We have lived another year and we have died another year, and now you are granting us the beginnings of another.
We now hand over to you the blessed year, 2006, with all that it gave us and all that it took from us, knowing that both are necessary, just like our breath. We trust you in both the givings and the takings, the inhalings and the exhalings. May every breath of 2007 be a breath of the Holy Spirit, joyfully received and joyfully returned, beginning with this one right now.
Amen
God Alone-New Year's Eve
Merton Speaks
"MY LORD GOD, I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you. And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that I will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road though I may know nothing about it. Therefore will I trust you always though I may seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils alone."
New Years - New Mexico
OLD TOWN
Perfect Joy
Assisi 2006
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